last year 2016 in Unisel

its been a while since my last post. and it take place months n year to learn from this entirely world. surrounding teach me how to loves someone who care about me. how to appreciate someone who always beside me. many peoples come n go since last year. first is friends, in the first place yes i have many friends but who will stay with us for a long term? NOBODY. my life in college is not as beautiful like others. i cant go walk with my friends. i cant go travel with my friends. i cant talk with MEN. i cant talk with someone that i dont even know. i have to make a gap to everything. i should put a limits toward them. no actually i dont have many friends in college life, my life is going to university, sit in the class, focus on what i am learn, and go back home. i am not an active student. i am willing to join others event but i cant. if u know my heart though. its hurt inside cause i cant enjoy my college life.  in the first semester yes i have friends, i make a lot of friends around 10 in class and 5 at home? lol. but now, we are not 10 anymore. sem by sem there someone took other subject. now in my very last year of semester. i am only got 2 friends go along with me.

im going to intern next year in january in Deloitte. syukur alhamdulillah. only allah knows how much i feel grateful. i will be in that company for 6 months and in this last 1 months is my last day with my panties (our house group name). i dont make many friends, so i feel little bit worried to make one at other place. and of course work environment is different with student life. that make me feel more worried.

last but not least, thanks to abang cause stay with me for 5 years 5 months and 3 days today. it is a long period. i know people always ask us about our relationship. no im not going to answer. people do judge others. they dont know how we go through for this long years. they just know how to condemn us. i do love him and i know he loves me too. im deleted his photos from my Instagram since too much people judge us. he did it too. but then, we created another instagram where there is no people from unisel will get into it. only_us2421 on instagram now. 2421 is my lucky number actually. i love number 2. i was born on 24/2. and 1 is mean i am limited edition.

sorry for the heart to heart story. i really hope that everyone will give us space to be together. i know u are much better neither from me nor from him. but we will complete each other. we will try to make our dream comes true. we will make it.

love,
me
19/11/2015